I feel reallllllllllllllllly bad for driving like a maniac. so for all those people who seen me, thats not me, thats me when im tired and the store closes on me 2 seconds before I show up. MY KIDS were in the car!!!! and i did a little half donut and sped out of the parking lot.
imy face went red as i realized how idiotic i am to do that and then i went home and cried out loud so everyone could here me and i whined and had some cheese. no jk about the cheese part, but i felt really bad because my kids were in the car and got a pretty good example from me......''should i go to jail? is someone goibg to call cfs on me? are the cops gonna come to my house?'' im a bad mom'' i ruined my tires after i just got them fixed'' those were all the thoughts in my head......but the real thoughts should have been ''im only human, of course stuff like that happens, just have to move on and forgive yourself and say sorry to your children and swear you will never to that again.........
i was raised to get drunk and deal with my emotions...now im sober and am dealing with emotions soberly and its REALLY HARD clearly.
take care and thanks for reading i use ebrandon as my venting book when stuff happens........hhh